hay!!kung sila makakasalubong ko sa daan baka harangin ko ng bonggabels!! lalo ka na DAEHYUN!!
pwede by the Bay din tayo tambay??
ang sweet<3
DAECA<3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBbf4gMlC0g the teaser mv:)
Ah. Easy. My music. Even if it’s my music that is causing my pain and sadness, which is kinda often; it will save me over and over again, My passion and my dedication for/to my music is never-ending and it is why I can always depend on my music. This music and this culture has completely changed me, yet not changed me at all. Because I have formed into the person I believe I was born to be, basically. This fandom is my home, it kinda is the only thing that makes me happy. Everything and anything, in my mind, is somehow related to it and it became my life. I don’t regret it and it causes me more pain that I could ever imagine. And I mean that both in a “ASDFGHJKL FEELS” way and in a way in which I get depressed. I feel like I’m never good enough or ever will be, I feel like I’ve completely failed my idols, Taemin and Zelo, I am always wanting to say sorry to them. And I feel as though I will never get to South Korea sometimes. But I can have the shittiest day (everyday) and just go home and turn on that computer and listen. And watch. And search. And even go on tumblr. And read. And it’ll save me. It makes me happy, it gives me joy, it keeps me alive. It’s that simple, really. When I was little, I thought it was beautiful how people were saved by music or literature or something. And I told myself, I want that to happen to me one day. And it did. And it still does. I hate who I am, who I live with sometimes, where I am, what I am, where I go, I hate everything. But this music makes me smile. Even when I find it incredibly hard to smile, it will never fail to make me smile. And I remember everyday in sixth grade, when I first began listening, that I would practically come running home and finish my homework as quick as possible with my music. And I’d look up, see another beautiful music video, and be able to smile. Even though I was doing something I hated and didn’t understand. That’s what I do today still. And that’s why that when the hurricane hit and I lost my computer for four months, I was dead. Those four months were torture. The computer is the only connection I have with my music. And this music saves me. Everyday. All day. Forever and always, I am a part of this fandom. If home really is where the heart is, my home is South Korea. I consider home. And I’ll get there, oh yes I will. Do not doubt me. I will get there and I will smile. Landing in the airport, I will walk off the plane and onto South Korean soil, crying. I will fall to my knees and cry my heart out, all while smiling. Because this music is what makes me smile and feel better about anything.
@TS Entertainment B.A.P 3rd Mini Album COFFEE SHOP Teaser B.A.P official facebook : http://www.facebook.com/OFFICIALB.A.P B.A.P official fancafe : http://caf…LIKE OMGEE!!!! ASDFASL;GHJA;G B.A.P IS BACK!!!! AGHAHGAG GAHH!! MY FEELS ARE EVERYWHERE RIGHT NOW!!! MY BOYS ARE BACK!!!
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